Things i thought i knew.....
Have you ever thought you knew some one so well that you considered them family. That you were willing to go to battle and pretty much fight for you life to defend them? I did. I had a friend like that.
I would say i was a great friend to the person. I helped the person get over their pain, hoped that i was making them happy helping them out. The said person was helping me too. Helping me to look inward, speak what i was thinking. Telling it like i should.
Now looking at what i just said, its all just shit really. No sugar coating. Why should I have to? These are my thoughts, my feelings. My truth.....
You always wanted me to speak the truth, to be honest with you. I did...I was always completely honest with you. Now it seems all that was bullshit. It honestly was, because you couldn't even be truthful with me. Hell, with anyone. I saw what you said on myspace.... Great place to hide it btw cuz no one checks on that damn place anymore. You said that one person was making you happy finally. The person you had been carrying on with behind your girlfriends back. Enough about that though. You were finally happy?! What the hell was it that i did for you helping you get over that girl who ran the board and pretty much destroyed you? Didn't i do anything for you? I didn't help you with that at all? Was the last year and a half was fucking bullshit? I thought i was getting somewhere but apparently.... Only "she" makes you happy. And what was it you said? That you wish the people angry at you would try to find such happiness? I thought i was in a happy place being your friend, your confidante, but obviously that was bullshit too. The fact that you were barely talking to me should have been a sign of total douche baggery.
You never wanted to get on my bad side because you knew i'd tell it like it is....Well you're really going to regret the trail of betrayal you've lead us all down. I hope you new found "happpiness' with your your flash in the pan love truly makes you happy. I wish you nothing but the best.
I would say i was a great friend to the person. I helped the person get over their pain, hoped that i was making them happy helping them out. The said person was helping me too. Helping me to look inward, speak what i was thinking. Telling it like i should.
Now looking at what i just said, its all just shit really. No sugar coating. Why should I have to? These are my thoughts, my feelings. My truth.....
You always wanted me to speak the truth, to be honest with you. I did...I was always completely honest with you. Now it seems all that was bullshit. It honestly was, because you couldn't even be truthful with me. Hell, with anyone. I saw what you said on myspace.... Great place to hide it btw cuz no one checks on that damn place anymore. You said that one person was making you happy finally. The person you had been carrying on with behind your girlfriends back. Enough about that though. You were finally happy?! What the hell was it that i did for you helping you get over that girl who ran the board and pretty much destroyed you? Didn't i do anything for you? I didn't help you with that at all? Was the last year and a half was fucking bullshit? I thought i was getting somewhere but apparently.... Only "she" makes you happy. And what was it you said? That you wish the people angry at you would try to find such happiness? I thought i was in a happy place being your friend, your confidante, but obviously that was bullshit too. The fact that you were barely talking to me should have been a sign of total douche baggery.
You never wanted to get on my bad side because you knew i'd tell it like it is....Well you're really going to regret the trail of betrayal you've lead us all down. I hope you new found "happpiness' with your your flash in the pan love truly makes you happy. I wish you nothing but the best.