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dear reader,
trying not to be bitter doesn't exactly make it hurt any less. doesn't anyone think about what the girl wants anymore? or does the female heart fall to the way side in this thing that we call love? what is it about men that they think it's okay to just pull the wool over a female's eyes, and then say, "i'm not ready"?
i wonder if the man is just as upset as the woman is when a romantic situation ends and just refuses to show it? and i wonder if the man ever actually means it when he says, "...i don't know if i'm ready for a relationship." and i wonder if the man really cares if the woman waits for him or not? what if this whole world is really one big funny riddle and the woman's heart is the sarcastically funny answer? and if love is a game, can you ever really win? but what i really want to know, is if the man who breaks the woman's heart means it when he says, "you know, i still care about you, but i need my space. i'll have a decision soon." and if he believes the woman if she says, "i'm not going to wait forever."
enough questions. they are just ridiculous to even think about. i could drive myself insane trying to answer them in one sit down thining session. what they say is true. when a heart breaks, i'm pretty sure it doesn't break even. honestly, it's so weird to think that as a woman, i thought that maybe everything would work out this time. of course, i'm only 18. there's lots of other fish in the sea for me, but i honestly thought that he was the only one for me this time. and i'd be willing to wait if he'd give me an answer that he still cared.
this is enough to drive a woman to never want to date again. too bad a woman should never give up. you should call me, you know? let me know you still care... i'd love to be friends with you right now... i kind of need you. but i mean, that's just me. and it's like i said before, i can't be the only decision maker in this whole thing. a one sided relationship isn't worth it. so call me.
trying not to be bitter doesn't exactly make it hurt any less. doesn't anyone think about what the girl wants anymore? or does the female heart fall to the way side in this thing that we call love? what is it about men that they think it's okay to just pull the wool over a female's eyes, and then say, "i'm not ready"?
i wonder if the man is just as upset as the woman is when a romantic situation ends and just refuses to show it? and i wonder if the man ever actually means it when he says, "...i don't know if i'm ready for a relationship." and i wonder if the man really cares if the woman waits for him or not? what if this whole world is really one big funny riddle and the woman's heart is the sarcastically funny answer? and if love is a game, can you ever really win? but what i really want to know, is if the man who breaks the woman's heart means it when he says, "you know, i still care about you, but i need my space. i'll have a decision soon." and if he believes the woman if she says, "i'm not going to wait forever."
enough questions. they are just ridiculous to even think about. i could drive myself insane trying to answer them in one sit down thining session. what they say is true. when a heart breaks, i'm pretty sure it doesn't break even. honestly, it's so weird to think that as a woman, i thought that maybe everything would work out this time. of course, i'm only 18. there's lots of other fish in the sea for me, but i honestly thought that he was the only one for me this time. and i'd be willing to wait if he'd give me an answer that he still cared.
this is enough to drive a woman to never want to date again. too bad a woman should never give up. you should call me, you know? let me know you still care... i'd love to be friends with you right now... i kind of need you. but i mean, that's just me. and it's like i said before, i can't be the only decision maker in this whole thing. a one sided relationship isn't worth it. so call me.