3 years ago today...
three years ago today i was raped for the first time. I wish i coould tell you guys that i'm 100% over it but i'd be lying. I hate feeling like this tho cuz i love Joe so much and i just wish that i didnt feel like this. I only get this feeling during june, july, and august though, so its not too bad. It just sucks becuase i dont wanna give into chris and cry, but sometimes, i think that i just cant get through all of this. i dont know, i just wish that he would feel as bad as i do so it would be a lil more fair. i hate chris...well, im out...lata...laura