joe
well, im so confused again because joe is on the phone with me as i type this and he has been ignoring me so badly...damn these fing popups...i hate this i've told him i loved him like a hundred billion times and he said it back only once. i was so upset. i love him so much, but what if he doesnt love me anymore. i agreed to have a three-sum with his friend rachel and i'm cool about it and all, but i didnt know he even wanted that anymore. i thought he did it while we were broken up and he was fine. but he brought it up so i said it was fine. i dont care either, im actually really excited and i cant wait til i get back from florida to have it. i just dont want him to break up with me and im scared its going to happen...i love that boy with my whole heart and i really wish he would either tell me whats wrong or just...anything...lata homies, laura