So-Called Best Friend
Well, in a way my so-called best friend, Jessica, just called me a slut...hold on i'll let u read what she wrote to me thru email..."Hey babe. I got the thing that you sent back to me and I really appreciate you being honest with me with everything on it. I don't mean to do things like talk about people you don't know or don't like but you don't ever talk to me so I have to figure out something to talk to you about when you actually do call me. You never have anything to say to me anymore. You always get wrapped up in everything your boyfriend is doin and you never have time for anyone else. You have time for the people that you see every day but you can't take five minutes out to call and say that you're alive. You and I are coming farther apart and it's both of our faults. I can't stand us being like this but between work, school, and Ryan, you don't have time for anything. If you don't have time for me just let me know somehow. I can't stand not bein as close to you as I used to be but we've both changed alot and there's nothing that either of us can do about it. I love you with all of my heart but maybe we're not meant to be friends anymore. BFFNMWHTU??????????? When did that all get changed around???? Goin back to that thing that you sent back to me, I know that you don't like Michael anymore but it doesn't matter to me anymore. I could care less. I love him and that's all that matters, right??? Well I want to be with him for the rest of my life and you say that we're too young to be in love. That, you are right about but i am in love and I'm proud of my baby. You wanted to spread your wings and have someone new. All you want is someone else to sleep with. You want to get the best one oyu can find. I can't say nothin bad about that b/c I've slept w/ my share of guys but I'm staying with one for once. I found my best. I'm not trying to piss you off but that's exactly what it used to seem like. It doesn't anymore. I love you and I don't wan tyou to get hurt and i know you want the same fro me. I love you dearly and I'm scared of losing you. I fear that you will leave me b/c you find some new sexy guy and you have nothing else to do. Your mom doesn't understand what she's doin to our relationship by keeping us apart from that one night 3 freakin months ago. can't stand not bein able to see you. I love you but i g2g4n. Love Always, Jessica"...thats some bullshit!! She has slept with so many guys...at least i can count the amount of guys on my hands...she needs her fingers and toes and then some other fingers and toes...and i know every guy that i've slept with, but does she???HELL NO...as she puts it"Too many guys" lata homies, laura