I’m torn.
I’ve been chatting with a lovely guy on a dating app and we’re really hitting it off. He’s local, does the Fremont naked bike ride, and is almost age appropriate. He also loved the idea of non-cohabitating monogamy.
I think he’d be fun to hang out with, but won’t be sure if there’s an attraction until we meet in person. I have a really hard time being attracted, it’s actually very rare. I find a lot of men attractive, most of my friends are extremely good looking. But I’m just not at all attracted TO them. As much as I joke about how great they look and flirt shamelessly, there aren’t any that I would actually hook up with outside of campout guy.
Anyway, I like this guy, we’ve had some good chats online and we’re trying to find time to hang out and have drinks. But. I still want to have sex with campout guy. I’m REALLY enjoying it, and I KNOW I’m attracted to him. If I were to start seeing someone that would definitely end. I just don’t have the ability to be intimate with two people in the same timeframe. I could never be polyamorous, even solo poly. Not my jam. But, I don’t know whether it would continue anyway. He may not have any interest in sleeping with me again. I haven’t asked. Maybe he’ll show up this weekend and I’ll find out.
I think he’d be fun to hang out with, but won’t be sure if there’s an attraction until we meet in person. I have a really hard time being attracted, it’s actually very rare. I find a lot of men attractive, most of my friends are extremely good looking. But I’m just not at all attracted TO them. As much as I joke about how great they look and flirt shamelessly, there aren’t any that I would actually hook up with outside of campout guy.
Anyway, I like this guy, we’ve had some good chats online and we’re trying to find time to hang out and have drinks. But. I still want to have sex with campout guy. I’m REALLY enjoying it, and I KNOW I’m attracted to him. If I were to start seeing someone that would definitely end. I just don’t have the ability to be intimate with two people in the same timeframe. I could never be polyamorous, even solo poly. Not my jam. But, I don’t know whether it would continue anyway. He may not have any interest in sleeping with me again. I haven’t asked. Maybe he’ll show up this weekend and I’ll find out.