The sands of time are steeped in new beginnings
So instead of compulsively reading everyone's livejournal posts ive decided after many months hiatus to return to this very public form of masturbation (most likely reason being that my indulgence in private masturbation has moved into the realm of rabid compulsion, forcing me to find other outlets so that i can give my self some much needed rest from the near constant abuse he receives).
so to bring anyone who doesn't already know up to date, i stopped updating in february, shortly after i got together with a wonderful guy named matty. he was a great guy, a close friend, a writer, and a senior. most of my energy was put into him and that (my first major) relationship. understandably academics and friendships suffered, but i was ecstatic regardless. things were great for 4 or so months until he graduated. then i came back to yorktown and got sad. i had to do that whole grieving the relationship thing, you know how it is.
i went on a big roadtrip with greg which was awesome, huston to chicago to new york with many adventures in between. by the time my 20th bday rolled around i was pretty much whole again, but still jobless, bored, and lonely. ever since bday celebrations ive been going into the city regularly and seeing the great slcers etc that are there, dancing, getting drunk, gaying it up and reveling with the best of em. the rest of the time i spent at home or en route, mainly sleeping reading watching tv touching myself and eating. i go to slc sometimes to see other friends stranded in this whitebred wasteland we call westchester. oh and i finally got an internship, one day a week in chelsea and i havent even started yet. so yeah i discovered ways of chilling that you couldnt even imagine, so dont try. dont even think about it.
so now im back, and trying all kinds of things to try and give meaning to this down time, we will see if laziness triumphs again or not.
yeah so this really isnt the triumphant return that i envisioned when i started writing, but im a little drunk and watching murphy brown/aqua teen so go eat caulk.
-nickterine bomb
p.s.- sorry about the douchebag title its from a book i just finished and it burns when i pee
so to bring anyone who doesn't already know up to date, i stopped updating in february, shortly after i got together with a wonderful guy named matty. he was a great guy, a close friend, a writer, and a senior. most of my energy was put into him and that (my first major) relationship. understandably academics and friendships suffered, but i was ecstatic regardless. things were great for 4 or so months until he graduated. then i came back to yorktown and got sad. i had to do that whole grieving the relationship thing, you know how it is.
i went on a big roadtrip with greg which was awesome, huston to chicago to new york with many adventures in between. by the time my 20th bday rolled around i was pretty much whole again, but still jobless, bored, and lonely. ever since bday celebrations ive been going into the city regularly and seeing the great slcers etc that are there, dancing, getting drunk, gaying it up and reveling with the best of em. the rest of the time i spent at home or en route, mainly sleeping reading watching tv touching myself and eating. i go to slc sometimes to see other friends stranded in this whitebred wasteland we call westchester. oh and i finally got an internship, one day a week in chelsea and i havent even started yet. so yeah i discovered ways of chilling that you couldnt even imagine, so dont try. dont even think about it.
so now im back, and trying all kinds of things to try and give meaning to this down time, we will see if laziness triumphs again or not.
yeah so this really isnt the triumphant return that i envisioned when i started writing, but im a little drunk and watching murphy brown/aqua teen so go eat caulk.
-nickterine bomb
p.s.- sorry about the douchebag title its from a book i just finished and it burns when i pee