Apr 27, 2004 14:55
Man today is a sucky day I got my pd wich sucks i got cramps and i had to come to charlie's house earlier cuz i didn't feel good. right now im just downloading stuff and waiting for charlie. i hate pimples im sure everyone does. so anyway melissa pointed out to me that i dont say i love you to her back when she says it to me online i tell her cuz its cuz it feels uncomfortable to say i to anyone but charlie and also i feel weird if i say it to a girl i know she felt sad after i told her that but i do care for her as a freind i know she has alot on her mind and problems i wish i could help her but ther isnt much i can do i mean i dont talk to the person she loves ad stuff.Plus right now at the moment im trying to better my realshionship with my boyfreind im trying fom now on not to argue with him over stupidity it will only seperate us if we fight all the time.
THIS IS A POEM I WROTE LONE AGO.....
You hold me in your arms
Making me happy during my darkest hours
I'll Kneel towards you
I see a light
I hold back staying in this world for you
It was like I came back
To love as our lips touched
It was sweet
All that I bared
It was worth it
The wait
The despare.