its been forever and a day
Since I last wrote in here...and some many things have changed since then. One thing I do know though, is that this once used to be my daily outlet. I loved to write in here but then I guess I just got busy. Anyway, here I am trying to bring back a very old tradition. Anyway, lets just start with my day, as my entries once used to go....
So I woke up fairly early. Actually not really. I woke up at say 9 or 10ish which is pretty early for me but not early enough, mind you. I am a busy girl but I was in desperate need of another hour or so this morning especially since I was being a dumb little bitch and making things out to be worse than they actually were with my man. Needless to say, I lacked a lot of sleep especially after my crazy weekend. Anyway, after my guy left for his first class I just chilled for awhile and then finally took a shower at the latest possible time...honestly I dont know why I do this. Anyway, I end up leaving for class just in time yet without putting on moisturizer or sunscreen which really pissed me off because its just one of my must do daily rituals now. Anyway, I get to class and right when I check my phone to see if its on silent mode my guy is calling me. As weird as my morning started it was turned around when he asked if I was on my way to class and wanted to walk with me since we both were in the same class. Anyway, after class I just left because he had to talk to someone and I had class to get to on the other side of campus. After class we had lunch and I ran off once again to do homework and then to another class. After class I met up with him again and we were supposed to do homework except I ended up getting upset about something so trivial. So I went back to my apartment, hung out with Anthony for however long it takes for him to smoke 3 cigarettes and then I was just chillin until 8 when my guy came by my apartment and we had dinner.
2 things about my day that I forgot to mention:
1. Anthony said that he was happy for me because he's never seen me this happy. Which is true.
2. I think my guy is mad at me but I dont know for what. but I have a feeling that he is.
Why does life have to be so fucking upside down like that?
So I woke up fairly early. Actually not really. I woke up at say 9 or 10ish which is pretty early for me but not early enough, mind you. I am a busy girl but I was in desperate need of another hour or so this morning especially since I was being a dumb little bitch and making things out to be worse than they actually were with my man. Needless to say, I lacked a lot of sleep especially after my crazy weekend. Anyway, after my guy left for his first class I just chilled for awhile and then finally took a shower at the latest possible time...honestly I dont know why I do this. Anyway, I end up leaving for class just in time yet without putting on moisturizer or sunscreen which really pissed me off because its just one of my must do daily rituals now. Anyway, I get to class and right when I check my phone to see if its on silent mode my guy is calling me. As weird as my morning started it was turned around when he asked if I was on my way to class and wanted to walk with me since we both were in the same class. Anyway, after class I just left because he had to talk to someone and I had class to get to on the other side of campus. After class we had lunch and I ran off once again to do homework and then to another class. After class I met up with him again and we were supposed to do homework except I ended up getting upset about something so trivial. So I went back to my apartment, hung out with Anthony for however long it takes for him to smoke 3 cigarettes and then I was just chillin until 8 when my guy came by my apartment and we had dinner.
2 things about my day that I forgot to mention:
1. Anthony said that he was happy for me because he's never seen me this happy. Which is true.
2. I think my guy is mad at me but I dont know for what. but I have a feeling that he is.
Why does life have to be so fucking upside down like that?