Screw Valentines Day
Yea!!! thank god valentines is over with. Its like my least favorite holiday all bc ive never had a boyfriend on valentines day, yea i know im Loser!!!. LOL
So lately ive had time to think and clear my hear and ive came to the conclusion that im in love with 2 guys yea i know how is that possible but you know wat once you let your guard down and be open to love you realize hey im in love but with 2 guys mhmmm call me stupid everyone else does
Guy 1(chris) Ive always had deeper feelings for him but at the time you couldnt call it love but now i am. we have so many memories together some i wil never forget and some i regret. When i see him i just want to run to him and throw my arms around him and be like I MISS YOU!!! but at the same time i want to run away screaming at him yea its messed up.
Guy 2 (we all know him) he has this thing abt him that makes me laugh and smile and when im with him i forget all my worries. Its like its just me n him in the world and no one else. and when im with him i hate for the night to end. I wish it could go on for forever and alwyzz.
Yea the obvious choice of course is guy 2 but im still so attached to guy 1. ppl tell me to follow my heart and i totally agree with that but i have no clue where my heart is like is with guy 1 or guy 2?? Ive cried and cried to the point where u thought i couldnt cry ne more but then again the tears keep pouring.
Honestly i wish i could figure it out but i have no clue it will just take time but then again maybe i should give up on love bc obviously it has given up on me LMAO.
So lately ive had time to think and clear my hear and ive came to the conclusion that im in love with 2 guys yea i know how is that possible but you know wat once you let your guard down and be open to love you realize hey im in love but with 2 guys mhmmm call me stupid everyone else does
Guy 1(chris) Ive always had deeper feelings for him but at the time you couldnt call it love but now i am. we have so many memories together some i wil never forget and some i regret. When i see him i just want to run to him and throw my arms around him and be like I MISS YOU!!! but at the same time i want to run away screaming at him yea its messed up.
Guy 2 (we all know him) he has this thing abt him that makes me laugh and smile and when im with him i forget all my worries. Its like its just me n him in the world and no one else. and when im with him i hate for the night to end. I wish it could go on for forever and alwyzz.
Yea the obvious choice of course is guy 2 but im still so attached to guy 1. ppl tell me to follow my heart and i totally agree with that but i have no clue where my heart is like is with guy 1 or guy 2?? Ive cried and cried to the point where u thought i couldnt cry ne more but then again the tears keep pouring.
Honestly i wish i could figure it out but i have no clue it will just take time but then again maybe i should give up on love bc obviously it has given up on me LMAO.