Sep 22, 2005 21:35
tonight i went to an open house. people made a big deal cause i was wearing a short black skirt with my black boots. i looked nice - and people don't expect that of me, i guess... clarissa made her husband take pictures of me, like if to dangle the fact over my head.
something so unnerving and unforgettable happened- many times. i was talking to this gentleman who smelled just like my father. it almost made me cry. i kept getting closer and closer to him, taking in his smell - only to take me down memory lane. every now and then i would take these super deep breaths, taking it all in. the only differences between this man and my father is their age and size. my father was a giant. but that isn't too surprising - because my father was always larger than life to me.
right now - i just wanna be held.