*sigh*

[bitchbabejen]

We say we aren't in love
But love each other just the same
And we make love and call it sex
Or the other way around.
And afterwards I fall asleep bare in your arms
Only to awake unprotected to nightmares
Carved into my memory
Like your intitials in my flesh.
We are inseperable yet not together.
So lies and misconceptions are acceptable
Because nothing is real.
I search for solace in you
As your icicle hands roam my body,
And freeze my beating heart.
Just as I froze you.
So who am I to place blame,
I lied to make you care
And ended up alone.

This song seemed appropriate. I am giving up, there is just no hope for something so devastatingly beautiful.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one