angry ramble.
I hate everything right now.
especially the black guy in my algebra class, who does nothing but preach about jesus, but then he turns around and calls me a "faggot" and a "cocksucker" all the time. and he's constantly like.. molesting all the girls in my class. and making fun of the overweight ones. hes pathetic and sad. i hate people like that. no, i dont hate them. i feel bad for them. i feel bad because they dont know a thing about emotions. they get love and hate confused. they get religion confused.
now im just rambling from rage.
everyone has someone right now except for me it seems.
all my friends are constantly not talking to me because theyre busy with theyre boyfriends/girlfriends. some people.. i look at.. and im just like.. how come they get someone.. but i cant?
and i think i got one of my best friends dumped. i dont understand why i cant keep a fucking secret. every time someone tells me something, i cant keep it in. i have to go tell people. i hate myself. no, i just hate that about me. its so aggravating. because i cant help it, and then i feel really bad after i do it.
then that bitch keiko went and told bryan that he should dump ben because i wanted to go out with him. you dont fucking do something like that. thats dumb as fuck. shes so retarded. now theyre gonna make fun of me even more than they probably already do.
anyways. im done.
this is all i needed.
i needed to vent.
and now i feel alot better.
thanks to the people that actually read this meaningless crap.
especially the black guy in my algebra class, who does nothing but preach about jesus, but then he turns around and calls me a "faggot" and a "cocksucker" all the time. and he's constantly like.. molesting all the girls in my class. and making fun of the overweight ones. hes pathetic and sad. i hate people like that. no, i dont hate them. i feel bad for them. i feel bad because they dont know a thing about emotions. they get love and hate confused. they get religion confused.
now im just rambling from rage.
everyone has someone right now except for me it seems.
all my friends are constantly not talking to me because theyre busy with theyre boyfriends/girlfriends. some people.. i look at.. and im just like.. how come they get someone.. but i cant?
and i think i got one of my best friends dumped. i dont understand why i cant keep a fucking secret. every time someone tells me something, i cant keep it in. i have to go tell people. i hate myself. no, i just hate that about me. its so aggravating. because i cant help it, and then i feel really bad after i do it.
then that bitch keiko went and told bryan that he should dump ben because i wanted to go out with him. you dont fucking do something like that. thats dumb as fuck. shes so retarded. now theyre gonna make fun of me even more than they probably already do.
anyways. im done.
this is all i needed.
i needed to vent.
and now i feel alot better.
thanks to the people that actually read this meaningless crap.