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sooo i've decided i update entirely too much..but i enjoy it haha. i dont think neone really reads this neways so ehh oh well.
yesterday i went to see "without a paddle".. it was a pretty funny movie lol.. i loved the joke about "Dan"'s cockeyed girlfriend..deff hillarious. i went with eric cobello, matt burns, krista, dave whitney and ash bleistein. deff bought a popcorn and it was pretty much gone in 2 mins cuz of a popcorn fight haha.. it was funny....me n eric got yelled @ cuz we were talking.. that girl was a bittccchh. also funny was me sticking my finger in mike darnley's ear haha. so yeah that was a good time. after the movies me eric dave and ash went ova to adriane's.. there was quite a crew there but they were all beat. after the movie voltz called and i went there cuz she was havin some girls sleep over.. elliot stopped by! woot.. he is awesome, gotta go with him to buy him a hamster soon.. aww lol. umm dan and joe stopped by too... eeek! i was scuurrrdd. um yeah so they all left @ like 12 i believe and i think the girls went to bed @ like 2 well thats when i did and we woke up @ like 10.. it was a decent time.. kinda felt outta the loop cuz i'm not GREAT friends with ne of them but i like em all soo its alright.
today when i got home i showered n what not...then went to the mall w/ the family minus dad..bought a pair of jeans... then we went to visit my grandma again :(... it was real sad. she cant really feed herself so my mom fed her ice cream, atleast she wasnt crying this time. i want her to be able to go home.. she says shes so lonely and she misses her 2 cats and that shes misses home..deff is a tear jerker bein over there. eww i dont wanna get old.
right now.. i'm in a kinda shitty mood. i miss feeling all special n stuff and feeling like people care..hopefully this is just like a half hour mood like i get sometimes.. but idk.. i feel lonely even tho i'm really not. i wanna cuddle with ryan.. i wanna date him again, whats this kid waiting for...we act like were dating sooo whats even the point of us being on a break nemore??..it just gets me sad and confused.. well i guess i just have to be good and we'll date again.. but i have been and he still says i'm a slut so i'm really getting nowhere..hmph. well i'm just in a shitty mood and dont wanna start saying stuff i'll regret. so bye bye..
.x.He feels alone, his heart in his hand hes alone.. he feels alone.. I feel...x.
........And all that he was is just a tragedy.............
yesterday i went to see "without a paddle".. it was a pretty funny movie lol.. i loved the joke about "Dan"'s cockeyed girlfriend..deff hillarious. i went with eric cobello, matt burns, krista, dave whitney and ash bleistein. deff bought a popcorn and it was pretty much gone in 2 mins cuz of a popcorn fight haha.. it was funny....me n eric got yelled @ cuz we were talking.. that girl was a bittccchh. also funny was me sticking my finger in mike darnley's ear haha. so yeah that was a good time. after the movies me eric dave and ash went ova to adriane's.. there was quite a crew there but they were all beat. after the movie voltz called and i went there cuz she was havin some girls sleep over.. elliot stopped by! woot.. he is awesome, gotta go with him to buy him a hamster soon.. aww lol. umm dan and joe stopped by too... eeek! i was scuurrrdd. um yeah so they all left @ like 12 i believe and i think the girls went to bed @ like 2 well thats when i did and we woke up @ like 10.. it was a decent time.. kinda felt outta the loop cuz i'm not GREAT friends with ne of them but i like em all soo its alright.
today when i got home i showered n what not...then went to the mall w/ the family minus dad..bought a pair of jeans... then we went to visit my grandma again :(... it was real sad. she cant really feed herself so my mom fed her ice cream, atleast she wasnt crying this time. i want her to be able to go home.. she says shes so lonely and she misses her 2 cats and that shes misses home..deff is a tear jerker bein over there. eww i dont wanna get old.
right now.. i'm in a kinda shitty mood. i miss feeling all special n stuff and feeling like people care..hopefully this is just like a half hour mood like i get sometimes.. but idk.. i feel lonely even tho i'm really not. i wanna cuddle with ryan.. i wanna date him again, whats this kid waiting for...we act like were dating sooo whats even the point of us being on a break nemore??..it just gets me sad and confused.. well i guess i just have to be good and we'll date again.. but i have been and he still says i'm a slut so i'm really getting nowhere..hmph. well i'm just in a shitty mood and dont wanna start saying stuff i'll regret. so bye bye..
.x.He feels alone, his heart in his hand hes alone.. he feels alone.. I feel...x.
........And all that he was is just a tragedy.............