.:+*You were the best thing that I ever had.. and i want that back*+:.

[bitch069]

yesterday i went to see my g-ma @ hospice again... it was sad...she cried :(. its gotta be so weird knowing that your dying soon.. scary. aww i feel bad. after i got home from that i had to get ready fast for finch. i brought marcia christian my bro n sis and craig meany. i had a good time. finch wasnt that great in concert but it was still fun. met some new people, planning on going to a few local shows to chill with them. it was scary seeing my lil bro in the pits lol.. but he did pretty good, he got punched in the face and now under his lip is all gross. poor rich lol. justina crowd surfed :).. shes so cute, boys hit on her and it makes me mad. only boy i really have to worry about around her is ryan lol..he wants her real bad.. its weird. after finch ry came over to go swimming n we watched a movie. he left around 2 30. i was real happy he stayed for awhile, i love chillin with him. as for today.. around 6 i went to the cicero's house.. the people i'm gunna babysit for now. they seem really nice and their baby (sarah) is only 13 months and shes a good baby, she <3's me already. i guess i wouldnt be babysitting that often..which is good i dont wanna babysit alll the time. Friday i'm going to babysit around 5 30 for like 2 hours or so..just for sarah to get comfortable with me n what not. shes supposed to be in bed @ like 8 30 soo it should be real easy babysitting for these people.

tonite..i wanna do SOMETHING.. like nething lol. i dont feel like sitting at home alone. i'll prolly just sit in but ohh well!

i feel like watching a really scary movie.. a good one. that new exorcist comes out the 20th.. who wants to go with!? i wanted ry to go with real bad.. but i guess hes already got plans to see it with other people :(. ehh w/e.

k i'm gunan go, maybe find something to do. alright PEACE <333

>>>Break my heart and break my fall.. dont kiss him to cover all memories you had of me<<<