Two little pills...

[bitabetta]

My desk is clean, cleaner than it has ever been while its been my desk. Strange huh? On my desk, forgotten in the rush of the morning are two little pills. One makes me happy, the other makes me sad. Which do I want to take today?
My desk is no longer clean. No guessing as to why. On my desk, rejected for the day, lies one pill. Which did i take?