Morning mopiness and sadness to ensue
An probably something more on the emo angsty teenage side...I'm feeling shitty
I wake up today, try to get the fiance up because we are supposed to go to the zoo and have some fun before meeting with the officiant. I've had a crap week and been sick for some of it so I could REALLY use the fun. But NO he won't get up. And when he does get up he draaaaaaags his feet so long that now we don't have time to go to the zoo. GRRRRR
He does this all the time. And this was the last chance for like 3 weeks to go.
PLUS I have been working a ton on wedding shit. And it's really expensive and thats really hard for me to make concrete decisions because while I like a package or something its $$$$$ and the cheap ones are well cheap for a reason (and not even all that cheap). And My parents tell me not to worry about the money but there is no way in hell unless you remove my brain I can not worry about the money.
It's just not possible.
And all I feel like doing is crying because I have no idea what I am doing. My car works for now...but the new tires are on backorder, and the fiance NEVER seems to change the other tire (yes I know I could do it...but he's the one who drives and gets upset when I do those things...well not upset but mopey..because he should have done it) But I will prob do it later this afternoon...when its not raining.
And I have to meet with an officiant and I have NO idea what to ask him....and the fiance is NO help. He just mopes and says "I dun know whatever"
So I guess he doesn't care about the wedding, although thats all he complains about...that and I don't play enough wow.
And school is hard...and I've been procrastinating because I hate my class. Lots of stupid immature people and group projects and just UGH!
So thats me in a big ball of upset and near tears.
Tomorrows plan..I have to get up do laundry and then go over to parents for Dad's day :)
I wake up today, try to get the fiance up because we are supposed to go to the zoo and have some fun before meeting with the officiant. I've had a crap week and been sick for some of it so I could REALLY use the fun. But NO he won't get up. And when he does get up he draaaaaaags his feet so long that now we don't have time to go to the zoo. GRRRRR
He does this all the time. And this was the last chance for like 3 weeks to go.
PLUS I have been working a ton on wedding shit. And it's really expensive and thats really hard for me to make concrete decisions because while I like a package or something its $$$$$ and the cheap ones are well cheap for a reason (and not even all that cheap). And My parents tell me not to worry about the money but there is no way in hell unless you remove my brain I can not worry about the money.
It's just not possible.
And all I feel like doing is crying because I have no idea what I am doing. My car works for now...but the new tires are on backorder, and the fiance NEVER seems to change the other tire (yes I know I could do it...but he's the one who drives and gets upset when I do those things...well not upset but mopey..because he should have done it) But I will prob do it later this afternoon...when its not raining.
And I have to meet with an officiant and I have NO idea what to ask him....and the fiance is NO help. He just mopes and says "I dun know whatever"
So I guess he doesn't care about the wedding, although thats all he complains about...that and I don't play enough wow.
And school is hard...and I've been procrastinating because I hate my class. Lots of stupid immature people and group projects and just UGH!
So thats me in a big ball of upset and near tears.
Tomorrows plan..I have to get up do laundry and then go over to parents for Dad's day :)