hmm

Mar 22, 2006 19:53

Didn't know I still had this lying around.....

There's a loss of love on this earth and I say fuck it all. I read the same rhymes, I see the same lines, and in truth nothing changes. I try to idealize, but don't always realize I fantasize and recreate, killing myself under the weight. On the edge mentally, maybe also physically I try to move on but somewhere there's an anomalie. I can't walk when I don't even know where I put my feet. We want it all, and all the world wants it all, so we share it all between us. we tell ourselves to look up and be proud, but all I see is myself going up in a cloud. At school they give me a blank page. I look longingly through the window nothing stops me from turning in a blank page. Desperation, confusion, of and in myself and my family, lamentations and depression, I keep it all inside of me. Nothing sticks, so why try my best to? If nothing goes the way it should, I say fuck destiny.

yeah

weird day - I was alternatly happy like fuck and depressed like fuck. mmm similes.

luv
Sabrina
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