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Feelings hurt.
So the wonderful feeling I had from being 2nd from Marshall flutes at all districts and 26th overall? Gone, cuz I had to choose between flute choir (includes 2 awesome gigs that I should be at, but if I can't make it to rehearsals, I can't perform) and the one act. and the one act won.
The wonderful feeling I had about being in theatre? Gone because I can't seem to do anything right for Krikstan, or my own high standards.
The wonderful feeling I had about writing? Gone, because a switch in rehearsal means no poetry slam.
The wonderful feeling I had about Brett and I? Gone, because I can't seem to even be "hook-up buddies" without screwing up. He thought I was angry and tense. I was just tired. And I know how you are, that doesn't bother me.
The wonderful feeling I had about finally belonging? Gone, because of the wonderful anonymous poster.
The wonderful feeling I had about my parents....oh wait nevermind, they've always been this bad.
*sigh* I need a tranquilizer. Thinking = feeling = pain.
So the wonderful feeling I had from being 2nd from Marshall flutes at all districts and 26th overall? Gone, cuz I had to choose between flute choir (includes 2 awesome gigs that I should be at, but if I can't make it to rehearsals, I can't perform) and the one act. and the one act won.
The wonderful feeling I had about being in theatre? Gone because I can't seem to do anything right for Krikstan, or my own high standards.
The wonderful feeling I had about writing? Gone, because a switch in rehearsal means no poetry slam.
The wonderful feeling I had about Brett and I? Gone, because I can't seem to even be "hook-up buddies" without screwing up. He thought I was angry and tense. I was just tired. And I know how you are, that doesn't bother me.
The wonderful feeling I had about finally belonging? Gone, because of the wonderful anonymous poster.
The wonderful feeling I had about my parents....oh wait nevermind, they've always been this bad.
*sigh* I need a tranquilizer. Thinking = feeling = pain.