May 28, 2007 19:03
I am so exhausted. I got offered another bar tending job and although I know the money would be way better than Fastnet, since this place is on Thames St., I said no. I'm fucking tired man and I can't get greedy. The money I make is more than enough and honestly, with the two jobs I already have I'm fading fast. Yesterday was crazy. Today was only crazy for 4 hours. Tomorrow I've gotta open the bar and close the cafe and I don't care if it's dead and I make shit, I'll be happy.
My only aspiration right now is to be able to keep up on cleaning my room, how sad is that? I just can't find the energy to clean every day, although I rearranged the whole thing on Friday and cleaned yesterday before work. I'm going to tidy up now. I am so boring ramble ramble ramble ramble.
Last night friggan Emanuel, David and Michael were all at Fastnet. It was so weird. I wish Rob came to the bar more so it was completely obvious that I'm taken. Actually, I'm glad he doesn't go to any bars that much anymore. We don't really go out and drink anymore, which is really nice. I'm exhausted, my head is a mess. Bye.