It takes two when it used to take one
I am in an odd place right now. I find myself interested in being interested in someone, but not finding anyone at the moment particularly interesting. It semes like forever since I met anyone that sparked something within me. Anymore, I am not sure if it is the people that I meet or the way I see them. Am I just setting to high of standards, too narrow of constraints, or am I just using unrealistic expectations as in excuse to not put myself out there again?
I honestly believe that if I meet someone that causes that spark, I will put myself out there, I will make an effort. Right now, its just the same thing almost every week. The same faces, the same places, the same me.
A big part of my issue, honestly, is that I meet generally only two age groups of women:early college age and mid to late thirties. Nobody around my age, nobody around my life experiences, nobody. And on top of that, almost nobody I meet is single. Jesus.
Soccer starts on Monday and then it will be back to coaching so I don't really have to worry about any of this. My next 3 months will be taken up. Then, who knows, time to really make an effort, I suppose.
I honestly believe that if I meet someone that causes that spark, I will put myself out there, I will make an effort. Right now, its just the same thing almost every week. The same faces, the same places, the same me.
A big part of my issue, honestly, is that I meet generally only two age groups of women:early college age and mid to late thirties. Nobody around my age, nobody around my life experiences, nobody. And on top of that, almost nobody I meet is single. Jesus.
Soccer starts on Monday and then it will be back to coaching so I don't really have to worry about any of this. My next 3 months will be taken up. Then, who knows, time to really make an effort, I suppose.