Evening
Just woke up from along long nap. Probably gonna go back to sleep. When I had woke up in the beginning of the day I was a tad tired, but nothing more then I may be used to (not much more anyway)After the hopsital visit with my grandmother. Well I dunno I felt sapped i'd guess might be said. Better though.
She talked unlike last night. Actually the nurses remarked she seemed like a different woman since I had gotten there. She is not nearly out of any woods by most means. Except she did talk and was awake. Again they noted that. When I was sitting there she saw me yawn and asked more than once if I was tired. In actuality I caught myself once or twice feeling like something was being drawn from me or leaving me something going out. Sat once and could feel something through my arms even. From shoulder to fingers. Dunno.
There is more about the visit but I really don't wanna get into it. Just Is she is better yeah and nay. Closer honestly to nah. Its not done.
She said odd things to again. Things she wouldn't know or couldn't know.
I had written before here about my capacity/limits/boundaries whatever you may call them. This evening I didn't nearly hit the wall. I didn't have to tap my deep reserves not nearly so. However, 4ish hours felt like 14 or more. Like a very very long day of working on something. Like building something or just working period. Just alot I guess. Dunno not complaining though.
I layed on the grass for awhile before my ride picked me up. I hadn't done that since my trip to Kit Carson Park. Thinking about it I'd really like to go to again. This time minus the bike...lol. Drive and spend more time. Ya know. I have things there to show people things I found there.
I do wanna get ouuta here for a while though this weekend someway somehow. That came to me awhile ago after I woke up.Not a trip or anything just out. That or something dunno. Not overpowering. A thought. Just supposed to I guess.
She talked unlike last night. Actually the nurses remarked she seemed like a different woman since I had gotten there. She is not nearly out of any woods by most means. Except she did talk and was awake. Again they noted that. When I was sitting there she saw me yawn and asked more than once if I was tired. In actuality I caught myself once or twice feeling like something was being drawn from me or leaving me something going out. Sat once and could feel something through my arms even. From shoulder to fingers. Dunno.
There is more about the visit but I really don't wanna get into it. Just Is she is better yeah and nay. Closer honestly to nah. Its not done.
She said odd things to again. Things she wouldn't know or couldn't know.
I had written before here about my capacity/limits/boundaries whatever you may call them. This evening I didn't nearly hit the wall. I didn't have to tap my deep reserves not nearly so. However, 4ish hours felt like 14 or more. Like a very very long day of working on something. Like building something or just working period. Just alot I guess. Dunno not complaining though.
I layed on the grass for awhile before my ride picked me up. I hadn't done that since my trip to Kit Carson Park. Thinking about it I'd really like to go to again. This time minus the bike...lol. Drive and spend more time. Ya know. I have things there to show people things I found there.
I do wanna get ouuta here for a while though this weekend someway somehow. That came to me awhile ago after I woke up.Not a trip or anything just out. That or something dunno. Not overpowering. A thought. Just supposed to I guess.