end of the begining?

Jul 23, 2006 00:22

a while has passed since i have updated last.

i have since been to cary and back to watch my brother's ironic graduation. ironic in that the ceremony was on the campus of NCSU, the college he will be attending next year. it was nice to be home and see family. friends was another thing...

i have since been to charlotte and back to represent my work at HeroesCon. it was nice to spend time with people but a cloud of depression obstructed my good time. it was only as i was leaving did i realize that i had a good time...

i have since spent a week in manhattan on account of brown outs in queens this week. dave was kind enough to let me stay with him.

each and every one of these intances were accompanied by illness. stomach pain and panic attacks. and i in an uninsured state worrying about what to do.

it all leads to me considering a six month lease in cary. to get better. to save up. to come back stronger than ever.

im tired of feeling sick. im tired of worrying about money and affording to get better.

i dont know...
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