i am slightly afraid jason hates me for being such a .... me.
i would like to not be so depressed
i think im moving june 1
i would like a studio in the east village
i would like to afford to qualify/bribe for it
i need new shoes, a proper computer desk and an air conditioner, but the last two have to wait till i move
i am dreaming again. two nights ago i was singing 'ask' by the smiths with david bowie at a really cool karaoke bar. till i woke up. somehting kind of sad last night...
interview with
_beatonthebrat:
1- Do you wear underpants?
- only if the stride of my pants has enough ease to allow for a streamlined silouhette. and for those who dont speak tailor speak: only if i got enough room to dangle freely as to not get my junk all tangled up every wich way...
2- Why French?
- when i was a kid, french seems to denote alot of class and savvy. it carried an air of art and richess. it was the language of romance. in pretend games i acted like i could speak it. i always wanted to be able to communicate in ways that no one else could, like i knew this big secret, and french seemed the classiest way to do so. when i was old enough to start taking language in school, i seemed to excell in french effortlessly. and when i decided to use uni as an excuse to travel abroad, france was logical, also due to the fact that amber was already there. while there, however, most of the friends i made spoke french better than english so my proficiency excelled rapidly. these days, the french language holds a endeared status of sentimentatlity for me. despite whatever fucked up shit the french people are doing...
3- If someone told you that you were immortal for one day, would you test that?
- if maybe i could accomplish something great, like a super hero. trouble is, what could i do of any great magnitude that wouldnt have grave reprecussions the next day? if i could think of something useful to do, sure. otherwise, what would be the point?...
4- If someone told you that they'd either pay for everything you did for the rest of your life or give you all the money you'd need to live comfortably and pursue your dream, but ONLY if you'd eat a Bacon Cheese Burger covered in random other meats (not like, weird meats but like, identifiable meats), would you accept?
- first off they'd have to prove it. i need a sizeable check that clears. perhaps eat it and throw up.... or take the down, switch to a swiss bank account and jump ship...
5- How soon is now?
- i am human and i want to be loved
wanna be interviewed? comment and i make questions. there is apparantly a "cycle of doom" that must be maintained...