its been a while.....
It is sad but there have been no entries here for a while because I don't find anything to write about my life for long periods of time because it is so boring. Even my journal is boring....no pictures or icons, just a bunch of boring words.
I'm just waiting for this point in my life to be over,...kind of on autopilot right now.
I am at a point right now where I have some lucidity, because I am excited about moving. "Where are you moving to?" you may ask. I would answer,".....I have absolutely no idea, besides somewhere in the continental USA,....probably." Actually I find out where I am going on the 25th of this month, and then comes the excited packing and telling my current job they can shove themselves where the sun don't shine.
It is a very anxious point in my life with everything up in the air like that. Also feeling anxious because I am frustrated about having tons of ideas for artwork and no time, money, or space to do them.
I recently completed a ceramic project (the first in 2 years, a life sized human corpse looking thing. It was going to be in my old universities Alumni art show. Upon completion of the final coat of paint, I went to wash my hands. As soon as I turned the water on, not even 30 seconds after I had finished it, it toppled off the table and smashed it's spine and torso into many irreparable pieces. I cried a lot.
SO.... I am hoping that wherever I am living in a few months there is a possibility for artistic outlet, because I am feeling not very much like a productive artist right now.
I'm just waiting for this point in my life to be over,...kind of on autopilot right now.
I am at a point right now where I have some lucidity, because I am excited about moving. "Where are you moving to?" you may ask. I would answer,".....I have absolutely no idea, besides somewhere in the continental USA,....probably." Actually I find out where I am going on the 25th of this month, and then comes the excited packing and telling my current job they can shove themselves where the sun don't shine.
It is a very anxious point in my life with everything up in the air like that. Also feeling anxious because I am frustrated about having tons of ideas for artwork and no time, money, or space to do them.
I recently completed a ceramic project (the first in 2 years, a life sized human corpse looking thing. It was going to be in my old universities Alumni art show. Upon completion of the final coat of paint, I went to wash my hands. As soon as I turned the water on, not even 30 seconds after I had finished it, it toppled off the table and smashed it's spine and torso into many irreparable pieces. I cried a lot.
SO.... I am hoping that wherever I am living in a few months there is a possibility for artistic outlet, because I am feeling not very much like a productive artist right now.