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[bishopshangrila]

here it is yall. i am extremely pissed off right now. i can't take this fuckin shit any more. i can't go to school and work this job on the weekends anymore. i called in yesterday because i was sick and most of you know that. well today was okay i got my new xbox and all and i drugged myself up so bad i was all loopy and shit and went to work against what everyone else was tellin me(sounds just like me don't it) well gabe got sick and he called in and heather had to come it. i love the girl to death but i hate closin with her. it sucked so bad and about ehhhhhhhh 9 my medicine startin wearing off so my head started stoppin up and hurting, my skin started burning again, i was all woozy and i felt like i was gonna puke but some how i made it till 11 so i could take some more drugs. and here is the icing on the cake i just got home and get this shit i have to be at work in fuckin 7 hours and i can't go to bed till my uniform is clean. is that not fuckin bullshit or is it just me. i am seriously gonna go tell tina unless i can come in no earlier than 2 pm on a sunday i am findin a new job. i can't close on a saturday night and still get enough sleep to make it through work and still get my fuckin school work done especially in my condition. i will ttyl i am gonna go vent on my xbox and wait for my god forsaken uniform to get clean. love ya all and pray for me PLEASE!

~TheBishopShangri-La~