I want to scream out a cathartic rant (as cathartic as rants are), but I just don't have the energy
I just feel like everything is pulling away from me.
I know that sounds immature/melodramatic/selfish/*yourchoiceofanadjective(s)* but I realized that even by acknowledging that fact doesn't make the feeling go away.
Mom went to the Philippines on emergency, so most everything left behind falls to me. In addition to all the school work that's already starting to back-up. I can't even be granted peace-of-mind as to her current affairs.
I should have known better than to start thinking things were looking up.
I'm such a stressed-out downer lol
Here's a vid to make up for wasting your flist space:
I know that sounds immature/melodramatic/selfish/*yourchoiceofanadjective(s)* but I realized that even by acknowledging that fact doesn't make the feeling go away.
Mom went to the Philippines on emergency, so most everything left behind falls to me. In addition to all the school work that's already starting to back-up. I can't even be granted peace-of-mind as to her current affairs.
I should have known better than to start thinking things were looking up.
I'm such a stressed-out downer lol
Here's a vid to make up for wasting your flist space:
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