Apr 30, 2008 16:17
As I sit here with my roommate discussing problems, I think of how much I've lost. I miss the nights with my best friends, drunken pillow fights. I sit and wonder, did I burn the bridges with foul words and feisty actions, or were the ends bound to happen anyways? Am I to dependent on my boyfriend now, or am I just lazy? Are we as women, never meant to keep friends? Are we bound to look for affection and attention from as many people we can? Where does it end or begin? Are we to constantly on the look out for the approval of others?
Oh man, my roommate just pointed out how emo all of that sounds xD! But in all honesty I feel that I HAVE lost a lot of friends recently. Is it personal problem or is it time and situations making us drift apart? I miss hella people though, and that's what I'm admitting to, and I hope those people miss me too.
Well Livejournal, til next, long or soon, however long it may be.
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