its all temporary
We all have feelings. Most of the time, they are just temporary. The reason I say this though is because I got slightly emotional today when my friend mentioned something about snobby daddys girls who get everything. It made me think about how me and my dad used to be best friends. I was a true daddies girl. But things changed as I got older. I suppose he didn't/doesn't want to accept the fact that I am growing up. But we basically hate eachother's guts. On top of that I was listening to 'Remember When' by Alan Jackson which is a sad song to be listening to during that time lol. But I got over it by thinking of something different. Today is a decent day. I woke up around 9ish and laid in my bed til 930 cuz i didnt want to get up cuz I didn't have anything to do. Then I finally rolled out of bed, listened to the Goo Goo Dolls and danced around my room til 10ish. Then I finally started my day with cleaning the kitchen very slowely and watching tv and talking to friends all at the same time. I tried called psychiatrists to see if i can make an appointment with them to get my meds fixed up. But one of the people I called dont take my insurance. And the other place I called kept going to answer machines and two other places i didnt call yet cuz they are in Richmond. But I will do that if I cant get in contact with this one place that goes to answer machine. I have to go to the docs at 3. The regular doctor, my primary care physician. Well its Dr. Nar lol. But my doc is dr. parmalay or how ever you spell it lol but Dr. Nar sees me today he works in the same office as my doc. Never even seen my doc before lol and I've been one of his patients for like 3 years lol. But they are giving me temp meds til I go to an actual psychiatrist so they can prescribe me something. I actually lke the meds they give me cuz it keeps me focused, motivated, full of energy. Something I am not used to but its cool. Then I have school at 7. Boo but gotta go.