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so sometimes i wonder why i feel a certain way. even though i have no reason to feel that way. sometimes i want to understand why i feel happy, sad, confused, mad, or whatever. it shouldnt be that hard, should it? well im a twistedly emotional-follow-the-heart kinda person, and sometimes i dont even know where im pointing myself. oh well. gives life mystery, i guess.
so anyway, i FINALLY got my liscense--i have been officially driving since April 26th, 2004!!!! woot woot!
if youre confused at all because you didnt know what was going on with brian in the last entry, well everything is fine now. well, for now. lets just hope things continue in this upward spiral, because things have been very good since our lil problem. i just want him to know that i love him with all my heart, and i dont want to lose him. however, thats not my choice, its his. its just scary. not knowing.
so scary.....
but anyway. i am definitely to get away from my parents, i know that much. my mom mostly is driving me insane with her nagging and bitching.....GOD.....
oh well.
mostly im happy right now. things have been going really good, im a finalist for a $2500 fine arts scholarship, which is great! and i also get to sing the solo at my graduation! WHAH im so excited!
i also cant wait for PROM and just plain getting out of school!!!!
mmmm summer......:):):)
so anyway, i FINALLY got my liscense--i have been officially driving since April 26th, 2004!!!! woot woot!
if youre confused at all because you didnt know what was going on with brian in the last entry, well everything is fine now. well, for now. lets just hope things continue in this upward spiral, because things have been very good since our lil problem. i just want him to know that i love him with all my heart, and i dont want to lose him. however, thats not my choice, its his. its just scary. not knowing.
so scary.....
but anyway. i am definitely to get away from my parents, i know that much. my mom mostly is driving me insane with her nagging and bitching.....GOD.....
oh well.
mostly im happy right now. things have been going really good, im a finalist for a $2500 fine arts scholarship, which is great! and i also get to sing the solo at my graduation! WHAH im so excited!
i also cant wait for PROM and just plain getting out of school!!!!
mmmm summer......:):):)