things are lookin up
for those of you that dont know, lately i havent quite been myself. ive been going through a funk, a stage of depression, if you will. this year has not been the best for me, with many things going wrong. i havent felt truly happy for more than a few days at a time, because something would always come and make me feel like shit. i dont like that i havent been myself, because i just want to be me again and not worry so much.
however, with some prayer, the warmer weather and some optimism---along with the incredible patience and understanding of a wonderful boy named matt hammel---(my boyfriend if you didnt already guess), things are beginning to shift toward the positive. i really know that everything is gonna be ok, and thats comforting because i can look forward to being the vanessa i used to know.
i can finally see the light at the end of this horribly dark tunnel, and i thank god for that. this year has been so trying, but i know i will be a stronger person because i got through it.
matt i just want to say thank you for putting up with my emotional roller coaster and for loving me no matter what. you never left me when i needed you, and i know i can always count on you for anything. i love you so much, you are my everything.
man does this song remind me of summer :):):):):)
however, with some prayer, the warmer weather and some optimism---along with the incredible patience and understanding of a wonderful boy named matt hammel---(my boyfriend if you didnt already guess), things are beginning to shift toward the positive. i really know that everything is gonna be ok, and thats comforting because i can look forward to being the vanessa i used to know.
i can finally see the light at the end of this horribly dark tunnel, and i thank god for that. this year has been so trying, but i know i will be a stronger person because i got through it.
matt i just want to say thank you for putting up with my emotional roller coaster and for loving me no matter what. you never left me when i needed you, and i know i can always count on you for anything. i love you so much, you are my everything.
man does this song remind me of summer :):):):):)