and here it comes, back with a vengence...
i
hate
panic attacks...
my triggers are stress and guilt and those 2 feelings are very prevalent in my life right now...i just feel like i fuck everything over because i cant do anything right. plus school is swamping me and i have no idea what i wanna do with my life...
i am just so stressed out...id give anything for summer to be here now. fun in the sun and spending time with friends and people i care about, especially seeing matt every day...
plus ive been so stressed out about my self image...havent been to self-confident lately...that hasnt helped much.
god everything is just falling apart.
i dont know where the hell im going
where ill end up
how ill get there
or if ill even make it
i guess college isnt as great as everyone says...
i just wish things would get better...i just wanna be myself again....
heh...i wish it was that easy....
hate
panic attacks...
my triggers are stress and guilt and those 2 feelings are very prevalent in my life right now...i just feel like i fuck everything over because i cant do anything right. plus school is swamping me and i have no idea what i wanna do with my life...
i am just so stressed out...id give anything for summer to be here now. fun in the sun and spending time with friends and people i care about, especially seeing matt every day...
plus ive been so stressed out about my self image...havent been to self-confident lately...that hasnt helped much.
god everything is just falling apart.
i dont know where the hell im going
where ill end up
how ill get there
or if ill even make it
i guess college isnt as great as everyone says...
i just wish things would get better...i just wanna be myself again....
heh...i wish it was that easy....