a year has passed, the seasons go

[biscuit123]

wow i cant believe that it is just beginning to hit me that everyone really is gone....i mean, so many of my close friends are now gone, and though i am psyched as hell to be a senior, high school somehow just wont be the same without a few. the past few days, i have been contemplating everything and getting so nostalgic as i remember so many great times over the past year...i cant even describe all the mixed feelings i have had thinking about everything. i mean, part of me is bursting with excitement for the future things to come, but the rest of me wants more than anything to go back and do it all again...i dunno....steve, its kinda like that longing we talked about....ive been in a state of that for the past week or so...i prolly will be for awhile. not that its bad, i like remembering, and all the feelings that come with it....

"as i go, remember all the simple things you know
my mind is just a crutch and i still hope
that you will miss me when im gone....
this is the last song....."