Evil thoughts...
ok, I just have a few short things to say to summarize what's going on in my head, in an effort to somehow squeeze it OUT So I can repress these thoughts that I don't want to have!!!!
1. I want REVENGE on sara for trying to ruin my life for the last 7 months. Its a really low thing to do, especially since i haven't done anything to her and she's still attempting to make my life crapful.
2. Crushes are evil. Cause in my case, they never work out and this one probably never will. This one in particular I want out of my head, because it makes me depressed whenever I realize i'm sort of "out of her circle" so its very difficult for me to talk to her because she never comes online, i don't feel comfortable calling her because I don't think she WANTS me calling her, and that's the same reason i don't visit her or anything like that. I WANT THIS CRUSH OUT OF MY SYSTEM so i can get on with my life!!!
3. NEVER LIE! Blech i did it once a few months ago... and its coming back to haunt me. It wasn't even a big lie... it was just, emm... plageurism of 2 lines of a song should we say. But now every time I listen to a song by that artist I'm haunted by that one stupid lie that I told. I want to admit it but its very difficult to admit a lie, and the only reason i'm putting it in here is because I know that that person's not reading this. Actually, judging by the amount of comments that I get, noone is.
Ok, that wasn't to be a depressed shmuk or anything, that was just venting so i don't keep thinking about this stuff. Feel free to comment if you like, or else don't, it's up to you lol. Cya.
1. I want REVENGE on sara for trying to ruin my life for the last 7 months. Its a really low thing to do, especially since i haven't done anything to her and she's still attempting to make my life crapful.
2. Crushes are evil. Cause in my case, they never work out and this one probably never will. This one in particular I want out of my head, because it makes me depressed whenever I realize i'm sort of "out of her circle" so its very difficult for me to talk to her because she never comes online, i don't feel comfortable calling her because I don't think she WANTS me calling her, and that's the same reason i don't visit her or anything like that. I WANT THIS CRUSH OUT OF MY SYSTEM so i can get on with my life!!!
3. NEVER LIE! Blech i did it once a few months ago... and its coming back to haunt me. It wasn't even a big lie... it was just, emm... plageurism of 2 lines of a song should we say. But now every time I listen to a song by that artist I'm haunted by that one stupid lie that I told. I want to admit it but its very difficult to admit a lie, and the only reason i'm putting it in here is because I know that that person's not reading this. Actually, judging by the amount of comments that I get, noone is.
Ok, that wasn't to be a depressed shmuk or anything, that was just venting so i don't keep thinking about this stuff. Feel free to comment if you like, or else don't, it's up to you lol. Cya.