Just for reference:
http://community.livejournal.com/birthtrauma/23166.html Is anyone else here a rape survivor? I really really want to talk to another survivor about my birth. I don't know if I can yet but something is wrong and I don't know what. I keep thinking about it and crying. I'm nursing my beautiful baby girl and my tears are falling on her. I'm really scared. I haven't felt like this in years.