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I have the most godawful cramp in my hand. It hurts like a motherfucker and I can't believe I was stupid enough to push it that far. But it feels amazing. Because it's a Wacom induced cramp. I learnt all over again how to draw so intensely that it hurts. After not even touching the damned thing for a year or so, apart from a few attempts that were just painful and futile.
For a while there I thought my ability to draw had gone away when I got better. I guess it was just hiding. Or maybe it was because I 'moved on', went right back down the same road again, and came out this time with a new perspective.
I mean it would help if any of what I've done was actually good, but it's getting there!
um.
The best thing that happened to me this year: seeing The Chills for their reunion show. The clean-cute generic good-looking business man next to me said 'I never thought I'd see this' and that was probably what everyone in the room thought. Amazing.
all the top whatever music lists of 2009 are coming out and they're all awful. mine would be much better :| well, at least that AWFUL weezer album isn't on any I've seen so far! there is always a positive!
For a while there I thought my ability to draw had gone away when I got better. I guess it was just hiding. Or maybe it was because I 'moved on', went right back down the same road again, and came out this time with a new perspective.
I mean it would help if any of what I've done was actually good, but it's getting there!
um.
The best thing that happened to me this year: seeing The Chills for their reunion show. The clean-cute generic good-looking business man next to me said 'I never thought I'd see this' and that was probably what everyone in the room thought. Amazing.
all the top whatever music lists of 2009 are coming out and they're all awful. mine would be much better :| well, at least that AWFUL weezer album isn't on any I've seen so far! there is always a positive!