Apr 30, 2005 13:10
i know things are better this way..and i was fine..definately okay..but then why am i starting to miss him? ugh i shouldnt be..i shouldnt at all..its like against the law or something..i really dont know what i want from him..its like..i dont want to be back together..because it would be fake..but i want something..i guess i want him to be left in the same situation that i am..is it wrong to be so vindictive? maybe im just a bad person..a really bad person..but i want him to feel pain..i really do..
studying for finals..heck no! lol..i dont wanna...i miss gen so freaking much! so so so much!i didnt get to see dj! i dont know what happened tho!..i hung out with this two girls..they were really cool..and pregnant..but that doesnt take away from their cool...and i saw sergey..god he's still hot
i dont know what im gonna do..i have no clue...i think im just gonna get drunk tonight and have a blast...♥