I haven't vidded in months. I have three or four half-finished or barely-begun Farscape vids sitting on some of my myriad hard drives, and I'm... completely paralyzed.
Same with fic. I started a fic that I have a definite plot-line for, even, for the lovely and wonderful
ladycallie's Christmas wish list, and I got about 8 pages written, then... stopped. Yeah, way back in December! :p
I'm re-watching the series, and I'm recalling a lot that I had forgotten. Unfortunately I'm only up to PK Tech Girl since I'm watching it on my iPod, so no telling how long it will take...
Augh! I need inspiration! LC needs her fic! I wanna make more vids!
Let's face it. I want more Farscape. Not comics, not webisodes with tangential characters. New, real Farscape. J/A. Shippiness and peril and heroic rescues and bizarre settings and great aliens and...
And there isn't any.
And there is also nothing that even begins to fill that hole for me, and I don't think there ever will be. Farscape has ruined me. Nothing else will ever match up.
Woe.