Jul 26, 2005 12:40
Ok so here is the whole story.
On friday (the day before we had argued)I thought a lot about our relationship about how i wanted him to be.
I began to cry,I began to wonder if he really loved me.I got depressed all the day.
I called two friends and couldnt stop crying then these two (best)friends told him about that. In fact the first one sent him a message saying that he would lose me that he had to make efforts and the second one saw him in town centre and simply told him the truth : i was feeling very bad and depressed.So he began to beleive that i would leave him and called me to come on msn to talk to him. So i did.
We talked for a long time and i tried to seem cold and lost in my mind.
He sent me messages and on saturday we met at mac do' and talked about that,he really seemed to have changed.I had such a great day, we went to the cinema.
At night i went to the disco and he was there as well but i was with my (girl)friends and he was with his (boy) friends. At the disco there was about 90% of boys !!!i swear!!!so he was scared and some boys went to talk to me, so that he had to look at me all the night.
I think it made him realize that if he lost me he would be so jealous of the other boys.
On sunday I was so surprised when in the morning i received a message from him,then another one and another one.
I saw him at night at home and i saw how he had changed.
Kissing me all the time,smiling at me,staring at me as if i was his treasure...I felt so loved and then he told me he loves me and i realized that our three months anniversary was the best ever.
On monday he invited me at his! we spent the day together, just watching tv hugging and kissing not much more and I can now say that he loves me for me.
If i can give any advice to any girl in the same situation as i was it would be : dont be afraid to scare him about your feelings,and you could check if he truly loves you.
I'm so peaceful now.I love him so much.