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everyday alyssa and me are laying in some weird place talking about loving bill, loving bill's songs and what they do to us, and what do they do to other people? anything? we ask each other if we're beautiful girls, not to be vain but because we truly don't know and can't tell. we talk about our friends in reverent intimate detail, building them taller and taller and it's all true. we talk with our hands constantly clutching at our hearts, pulling them out and holding them there. we talk about giving our lives to someone for a time and really giving it to them. if there's anything that i'm learning, it's that my love is boundless, and it's the best thing about me.