musing
jared and i had our one year wedding anniversary on the 30th...
they say the first year is the hardest (?).. i can say we never did get in a fight. a few arguments and disagreements, but no shouting, no namecalling, and no one spending the night on the couch ;}
in the midst of work and housecleaning and getting pregnant and just.. life.. it's easy to let that "in love" kind of feeling go by the wayside. the honeymoon is over, as they say.
last night for the first time since we'd been married, jared wasn't there in bed with me. he went on a rock climbing trip with his brother up in the woods.
i near started crying when i came to sleep in an empty bed! i realized how much i really do miss him, and how much i still love him. the feelings never went away, they just got buried with life's crap.
anyway, it was nice. even though i was being pregnant and over-emotional, it made me happy that i'm still so attached to him :P
ohhhhhhhh and we named our little girl. Sienna Rose. has my middle name ^^ (whooooo by the way is getting bigger and stronger and has gotten into the habit of doing some kind of scottish polka on my bladder at 3am. dear lord that kid is active o.o)
yes, you knew two artists were going to name their child after colors...
edit: cute picture of wolf-hybrid Kerby.. who's now upwards of 90 pounds and still thinks he's a lap puppy o.o http://skywise.critter.net/images/photos/kerby/inlap.jpg
they say the first year is the hardest (?).. i can say we never did get in a fight. a few arguments and disagreements, but no shouting, no namecalling, and no one spending the night on the couch ;}
in the midst of work and housecleaning and getting pregnant and just.. life.. it's easy to let that "in love" kind of feeling go by the wayside. the honeymoon is over, as they say.
last night for the first time since we'd been married, jared wasn't there in bed with me. he went on a rock climbing trip with his brother up in the woods.
i near started crying when i came to sleep in an empty bed! i realized how much i really do miss him, and how much i still love him. the feelings never went away, they just got buried with life's crap.
anyway, it was nice. even though i was being pregnant and over-emotional, it made me happy that i'm still so attached to him :P
ohhhhhhhh and we named our little girl. Sienna Rose. has my middle name ^^ (whooooo by the way is getting bigger and stronger and has gotten into the habit of doing some kind of scottish polka on my bladder at 3am. dear lord that kid is active o.o)
yes, you knew two artists were going to name their child after colors...
edit: cute picture of wolf-hybrid Kerby.. who's now upwards of 90 pounds and still thinks he's a lap puppy o.o http://skywise.critter.net/images/photos/kerby/inlap.jpg
