its been awhile....
i loved my girlfriend so much and still do. i broke up with her today. so i guess i need to be single for a little while. its almost been a year since my dad died. it feels like yesterday. sometimes i really wish i could just get over it....but i never will. i miss my dad and i need him right now. i dont have anybody. i miss my girlfriend. but thats all im saying about that. i fucking miss my dad. my neck hurts. im pissed off and dont really know what i am thinking right now. i feel like i might have a mental breakdown. fuck this. a year straight of bullshit sadness.-