Jul 23, 2009 03:33
I need out of this town
really Human interaction is all i need i guess and im sick of babysitting little kids at pan this is not my job but i end up doing it any way because i get so annoyed when they dont stop talking backstage pan is in no way coming together next week in production week and we have yet to run the show or even an act with out stopping and yes it's awesome to fly no doubt about it but really this is getting pathetic we havent even finished BLOCKING a song yet and we dont have all of our props yet .... it may come together .... but it wont be pretty
my days have been this the past few weeks wake up around 1 or 1 30 sit around the house pretty much always on face book be cause i have nothing better to do go to practice 6 30 come home get on face book again feel lonely bake some thing eat said baked something feel fat get creeped on by creepy 24 year old matt for peter pan go to bed
none creepy my aged humen interaction where have you gone? oh yeah... isu
i know it's sappy and everything and i dont want to say it but it's true knick is the best thing to come out of this summer which is really fucking sad because ive seen him 7 times maybe and now probly wont see him again till school
i really hope i wont have to come back here next summer but of course i probly will because that would force my mom into giving me some actual freedom
it's almost 4 now i have one more parade before sweet corn fest ... i hope this one is the one where we all get crunk on the float thatd be fun i think it's safe to say that this summer has benpretty werthless and yes i know there were some good times but the overwhelming boredem and loss of friends has really sucked and i expected it to
I think i might cry with joy the minute i get to the dorms i signed uo to be a curb bird (person who helps with move in) just so i could get to move in early
alright going to bed sorry about the depressing post