yeah
so i just dont know what to expect any more
i try and i try to make something happen and it doesnt and its just really frustrating ... obviously
he wont talk to me
no matter how hard i try all i get are one word bull shit answers
what did i do wrong? can some one full me in
am i just not thinking clearly? making a big deal out of nothing?
or is something really wrong
doesnt it usually take more then a few weeks for some one to hate you?
what the fuck kid?
in other news
i really hate mendota and a few people in it but what else is new?
i really like amy adams she's kinda like an idol of mine right now so that's cool
man i have nothing interesting to say
i really wish i had a job and that i didnt have all or these stupid parades to do for real it's going to blow
ugh why do i do this to myself?
i mean i understand if he's just tired or what ever but the constant nothing is driving me insane!
really if there's onee think i cantstand is when some one cant just come out and fucking SAY IT
really anything would be better then this : im tired, i hate you , i just dont have anything to say IS it soooo damn hard?
ok boy rant over
im sick tummy hurts
may puke later
should be fun
i try and i try to make something happen and it doesnt and its just really frustrating ... obviously
he wont talk to me
no matter how hard i try all i get are one word bull shit answers
what did i do wrong? can some one full me in
am i just not thinking clearly? making a big deal out of nothing?
or is something really wrong
doesnt it usually take more then a few weeks for some one to hate you?
what the fuck kid?
in other news
i really hate mendota and a few people in it but what else is new?
i really like amy adams she's kinda like an idol of mine right now so that's cool
man i have nothing interesting to say
i really wish i had a job and that i didnt have all or these stupid parades to do for real it's going to blow
ugh why do i do this to myself?
i mean i understand if he's just tired or what ever but the constant nothing is driving me insane!
really if there's onee think i cantstand is when some one cant just come out and fucking SAY IT
really anything would be better then this : im tired, i hate you , i just dont have anything to say IS it soooo damn hard?
ok boy rant over
im sick tummy hurts
may puke later
should be fun