these last few days.
These last few days have been stressful. Time is more precious to me now. I used to have time to just sit around and do nothing, but now everything is going on. I feel like I haven’t seen anyone for ever. I don’t even have time to think. All day I dealt with customers who get mad at me for something I have no control over. We lost our 3rd manager again! One of the espresso machines broke down, so we’re working extra hard to try and keep the drinks coming. I’m really glad the crew I work with is well trained. Even though we all have hard days it’s nice to work with the people that I do.
I talked to my mum about the internship in london. She’s totally for it! I’ve just got to save up and try to go. I’ve got till summer. Yay london. One of the guys I work with grew up in london. He was telling me all about it. I can’t wait to go and see all the rain. I love rain. It’s so beautiful. I wonder what Noah thought when he first saw rain. I would have danced with my arms open to take in all the rain. Well, maybe I would have danced after I got in the ark.
Lots of decisions to make. Some are soon some are later. I’m just waiting for God. I really don’t know what He wants me to do with myself. Heck I don’t know, but at least I know he does.
(This is the part where bird vents)
Today I’ve been happy, then stressed out, then yelled at for no reason, then frustrated. I just want to scream out loud until I can’t anymore. I’m just trying to cool down. I’m emotional drained. It seems everyone wants something from me. I just can’t give anymore. My head hurts so bad. I don’t know how much I can keep this all up. I’ve been running on abour 4 to 5 hours of sleep a night. Then this girl from one of my classes keeps calling me and wanting to hang out. I don’t even know her but she keeps acting like we’re best friends. It’s so weird. I’m like “freaking leave me alone!” I only have one day a week I have part of off and I don’t want to spend it with you! That’s right I have a 7 hour break on thursdays to do whatever. At the moment it’s spent doing school work. Alright well I’m done venting. I feel somewhat better. I’m so glad I have Jesus, or else I think I would just go crazy. Yay for knowing that in the end it all works out for good.
I want to see you all. I’m going to try. I miss round brownie. Can we all get together please?
I talked to my mum about the internship in london. She’s totally for it! I’ve just got to save up and try to go. I’ve got till summer. Yay london. One of the guys I work with grew up in london. He was telling me all about it. I can’t wait to go and see all the rain. I love rain. It’s so beautiful. I wonder what Noah thought when he first saw rain. I would have danced with my arms open to take in all the rain. Well, maybe I would have danced after I got in the ark.
Lots of decisions to make. Some are soon some are later. I’m just waiting for God. I really don’t know what He wants me to do with myself. Heck I don’t know, but at least I know he does.
(This is the part where bird vents)
Today I’ve been happy, then stressed out, then yelled at for no reason, then frustrated. I just want to scream out loud until I can’t anymore. I’m just trying to cool down. I’m emotional drained. It seems everyone wants something from me. I just can’t give anymore. My head hurts so bad. I don’t know how much I can keep this all up. I’ve been running on abour 4 to 5 hours of sleep a night. Then this girl from one of my classes keeps calling me and wanting to hang out. I don’t even know her but she keeps acting like we’re best friends. It’s so weird. I’m like “freaking leave me alone!” I only have one day a week I have part of off and I don’t want to spend it with you! That’s right I have a 7 hour break on thursdays to do whatever. At the moment it’s spent doing school work. Alright well I’m done venting. I feel somewhat better. I’m so glad I have Jesus, or else I think I would just go crazy. Yay for knowing that in the end it all works out for good.
I want to see you all. I’m going to try. I miss round brownie. Can we all get together please?