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today was good. i went to karen's house to meet jordan. we got on great. he kept saying my name and showing me his toys and dancing and laughing. it was lovely and i look forward to looking after him. i'm working there on saturday morning, and taking jordan to his atheletics session at the park.
things with arthur are once again looking up. i spoke to him last night about why it pisses me off so much that he still speaks to his ex. he told me he is no longer in contact with her and will not be seeing her again.
this puts me at ease - i just hope he keeps his word. its not 100% his fault. she is vindictive and twists things, takes advantage of arthurs caring soul.
we spoke on the phone about our days, and i asked him if he wanted to go to glastonbury for a weekend maybe in june. he seemed to not like the idea at first because he went there a lot with lorna and was unable to enjoy the place thanks to her. i told him once again that i am not her, and this is not their relationship. we will have fun & camp & explore.
please karma and lucky stars, stay on my side?
i think i will get my dreads back to blonde soon. i'm bored of henna. at least with blonde i can dye them with veggie dyes when i get bored and they will wash out.
things with arthur are once again looking up. i spoke to him last night about why it pisses me off so much that he still speaks to his ex. he told me he is no longer in contact with her and will not be seeing her again.
this puts me at ease - i just hope he keeps his word. its not 100% his fault. she is vindictive and twists things, takes advantage of arthurs caring soul.
we spoke on the phone about our days, and i asked him if he wanted to go to glastonbury for a weekend maybe in june. he seemed to not like the idea at first because he went there a lot with lorna and was unable to enjoy the place thanks to her. i told him once again that i am not her, and this is not their relationship. we will have fun & camp & explore.
please karma and lucky stars, stay on my side?
i think i will get my dreads back to blonde soon. i'm bored of henna. at least with blonde i can dye them with veggie dyes when i get bored and they will wash out.