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i don't know why i have such a strange obsession with updating old journals. i am always like that. can anyone even read this? the main journal page is blank for me but maybe it works for friends lists.
some jackass lost something on the road today and decided he'd stop right at the end of the left turning lane to retrieve it, so no one would know there was a problem until it was too late and they were already behind him.
balls to that. seriously.
meanwhile, things are good. not last-summer good, but it's a different situation. i'm not the same person i was these past few years. i have true hatred in me now! yeeoow!
oddly, i think i'm a better person for it. i was reading an article today on forgiveness and i thought it was interesting, because contrary to what i assumed, there has been very little forgiveness in my life ever. last year i thought i had, but i hadn't, and that's why i kept hanging on for so long.
no one deserves my forgiveness yet. i want karma to take care of them first. but i want to acquire it at some point. because i am fully 100% intent on moving on, and that's what's making me a better person right now. i'm even getting a tattoo to symbolize it, so i have no choice!
whenever i'm waiting for something, i shake my leg like fucking crazy. i am doing it right now because i am waiting to see something, and oh man. du warst so schoen.. was passierte?
some jackass lost something on the road today and decided he'd stop right at the end of the left turning lane to retrieve it, so no one would know there was a problem until it was too late and they were already behind him.
balls to that. seriously.
meanwhile, things are good. not last-summer good, but it's a different situation. i'm not the same person i was these past few years. i have true hatred in me now! yeeoow!
oddly, i think i'm a better person for it. i was reading an article today on forgiveness and i thought it was interesting, because contrary to what i assumed, there has been very little forgiveness in my life ever. last year i thought i had, but i hadn't, and that's why i kept hanging on for so long.
no one deserves my forgiveness yet. i want karma to take care of them first. but i want to acquire it at some point. because i am fully 100% intent on moving on, and that's what's making me a better person right now. i'm even getting a tattoo to symbolize it, so i have no choice!
whenever i'm waiting for something, i shake my leg like fucking crazy. i am doing it right now because i am waiting to see something, and oh man. du warst so schoen.. was passierte?