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so it seems that you can't read this anymore.
this has been around for so long. such wonderful times. it missed the really bad ones, thank god. some things just need to stay the way they are, you know?
the worst i feared came true, but it's fine. because i saw rent tonight, second-row tickets. it actually wasn't as good as i expected. driving in atlanta is hell, for me. i almost got hit.
but the events of late.. i just.. i don't know. i am happy and i never thought i could be. there's someone here that is wonderful and i would go see him every day, and i more or less do, even though he lives 40 minutes away. i don't care, i never did.
cassie is calling me and it's 2 in the morning.
... anyway. a whole lot has changed. i used to be such a good person. but now the years are just repeating themselves. i've decided i don't like summer anymore. i went to the netherlands last august. that was an experience. i'm going to paris on friday, for a week.
school's all right, though it's out now and i'm a senior in high school (i believe i was a freshman the last time i updated). i almost failed trig, and i should have, but i didn't. i never have to take math again for the rest of my life. i actually hit a new low in german, with a 97, but brought it up to a 99 with my final. mr white is quitting this year, i almost cried. and for a few months he'd been telling me he had a secret for me that he was saving for the last day, and of course, there was none. but i'm going to miss him so much.
i'm not really friends with the same people anymore. jennifer found other friends and amanda moved, and that all is incredibly depressing.
my navel ring rejected.
god, i don't know what caused me to move past the devastation.
but there's something to be said for not living your life in fear anymore. and though i will always love you for what you've done for me, and hate you for what you've also done for me, i am moving on. as for now.. i don't think about that anymore.