Jul 23, 2005 19:36
So, the pain is so contant I am kinda used to it. I can't eat, and I can't talk much... but I am adapting. I am, however, bored out of my mind. Also, I am fiending for solid food and "information" like none other. I feel like a crack addict, begging for a cheeseburger. The ONLY thing I have ingested is ice water and sour apple jello.
So one rescue me.
Anywho, the Capitol and Codiene I have been taking is finally starting to become standable. The mental anguish is was causing was relentless, not to mention it was totally fucking with my dreams. That is why for the first time since senior year, I am trying to do as little drugs as possible... however, I would give a toe for a bowl or three.
Meh.
On to recovery.