May 01, 2005 07:38
Just for so all of you know, I am at home. I am having a great time, and I have yet to be caught doing anything illegal.
Also, I heard about Rogier unfortunate situation, and I am praying for him.
Twas nice to come home for the weekend, but I wish I could have seen more people, most specifically Mike Feldhaus, Norm Burns, my sister, and my Mom and Dad. Unfortunately, I had things I had to take care of in East Peoria. I know it is still Sunday, but I don't think I will be able to see anyone else before I go, I don't even have my cellphone...or wallet for that matter.
Even though I didn't get to see everyone I would have wanted, I had a great day yesterday. About thirty minutes of it that, seemed like hours, was immensely depressing, but after that passed things were great. I had so many realizations and even more intense feelings, mostly just desire, lust and rage; it was ridiculous.
I would greatly like to thank Griff for letting us munch at his house and lay in the flowers talking of the past and other revelations. Even though some of the things I said yesterday day made some people cry, and I even denied them later, I think I was right. I was right about them being right.
I always thought of myself as different, and not so predictable, but we all are. Our parents, and every other grown-up in society knows everything about us. We are not so special or unique, these adults have done and felt all the exact same things. Have you ever...fuck it, I ain't getting into it all. Maybe some other time.
It's okay though I will be home in like a week. Then we have the summer of love ahead of us. I have a feeling it's going to be a wild summer.
Just a quick snipit on the summer, as most of you know, I need a place to live for the summer, so don't panic when a large black man with a bag shows up at your door. Be nice and let him stay the night. I would love to get a house this summer. There are certain people that I want to be around a lot, and a house is the only way. I do greatly enjoy plutonic sleepovers, it's just comforting to have a person nussling next to you, and with a house we could have one every night.
Can anyone tell me how to change the thing from just saying "add comment..." to something clever? I know a lot of you already have this...help a brother out.